self effort and Self effort

There are two kinds of effort that everyone appears to make. One kind is the self effort, which is written with a lower case "s"; and the other kind is the Self effort, which is written with an upper case "S".

The self effort, which is written with a lower case "s", is the effort that one appears to make for egotistical, fear based security reasons. This effort is made to accomplish goals that are formulated to fulfill self serving desires, which are fantasies that are believed to be potential realities. In this type of effort, there are, always, obstacles to attaining the desired goal, which needs time to be accomplished. The effort to attain this kind of goal creates stress and, often, health problems. The pleasure that is attained from self effort, which involves fantasy security and status elevating perks, are the result of the release of tension, when one reaches one's goal. Everything that is attained by self effort is of an impermanent nature; and one gets easily disatisfied with it, once it is gotten. This dissatisfaction causes the need to put forth more goal oriented, self effort, which ends in continuing consequences. This type of effort lacks spontaineous humor and heartfelt fun. Its, just, a lot of work.

The Self effort, which is written with an upper case "S", is the effortless effort of Consiousness, which one appears to make without any desires for rewards. It is not goal oriented. It is the effort which one makes with Self Awareness, joyously, playfully, and humorously, in heartfelt, fun filled, entertaining ways, as one travels moment by moment on ones journey through one's life. This type of effort happens, when time does not appear to exist. It happens, spontaineously, through who one is appearing to be, by The Will of Consciousness, without any stress. In effortless, Self effort, one is in a non-conceptual experience of being at one with all that appears to exist; and, therefore, what one appears to do is serving everyone and everything, in a healthy way. When one is appearing to make Self effort, one is in "The Zone". When you are appearing to perform Self effort, you are appearing to be a Joker.